But tomorrow, I face a moment of truth. Tomorrow, I'm going to visit an English class at a local middle school to talk about NaNo. The students are doing it in teams, and the teacher asked me to come share my NaNo "life story". How I got started, how (and why) I keep going, what NaNo means to me, how it's changed my writing, etc.
Never has Imposter Syndrome been so sharp-edged as it is right now. Who am I to talk to anyone about NaNoWriMo, let alone impressionable kids? I'm just a half-dead writerfish, flopping on the rocky beach of Real Life Lake, thrown there by an unexpected storm that has lasted for days and days.
With a 2015 word count that would be marginally sucky for Day 2, let alone Day 10, it's going to take some brass and brutal honesty to face these kids. I'm gonna say something like this:
Yes, I love the challenge of NaNo, even when I'm not always able to make it happen. It's why I keep coming back.
Yes, I wish I could effortlessly knock out 50,000 wonderful words without any angst or gnashing of teeth. So does every other writer.
No, this year's is not going well for me. But this year isn't over yet. And even if I crash and burn this month? There's always December.
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Hang in there. Buck up. Keep reaching for the stars. Be the best you you can be. And all that other bullshit.
ReplyDeleteMore importantly, make sure you emphasize how, in order to really understand what you're saying about NaNoWriMo, the kids in that class really need to buy a copy or two of Verbosity's Vengeance.
I mentioned it, and one of the kids kinda, sorta, maybe thought that she might at some point see if she could take a look at it and think about possibly wish-listing it for some time in the future. So that's pretty much one sale right there.
DeleteI second what Andy said above about Verbosity's Vengeance!
ReplyDeleteRegarding NaNo, there's always an 11,000-word sprint on the last day, right? Hang in there, Tony. The important thing is that you're writing.
Dragging myself forward over broken glass, yes. 8-)
DeleteYou're not going to hear any criticism from me. I'm right there on the shores of Lake Real Life, flopping around with you.
ReplyDeleteCount me in on the "VV" promotion. You can show them it can be done, and done well.
At least they might have gotten some amusement out of the story of repeated rejection by agents & publishers before it ended up as an instantly forgotten self-pubbed ebook. Or inspiration about commitment to one's dreams. Or something.
DeleteI think that sounds awesome. I would love to hear you speak at my elementary schoo- er, my school. :)
ReplyDeleteI think you'll do/did great. I'm sure the kids love you. It's about the process, not the result, and the process is what happens EVERY DAY. :)